THE THOUGHTS OF ONE MAN
TRYING TO AWAKEN
WHILE HELPING OTHERS TO AWAKEN
BY ASKING THIS QUESTION:
"WHAT IS YOUR SOUL TRYING TO TELL YOU?"

13 June 2013

The Sun of the 19th Tarot and the 19th Tehillah
A standard deck of Tarot consists of 78 cards. Twenty-two of the cards are known as Major Arcanna, or Greater Secrets. Of these, 21 bear Roman numerals, I thru XXI, and one, The Fool, bears the numeral 0.

Depending on the type of deck, the 22 characters of the Hebrew alphabet can be found on the Major Arcanna, Alef, the first character, appears on The Magician, and Tav, the last character, on The World. The 19th card of the Major Arcanna, indeed, of the entire deck, is The Sun, associated with the Roman numeral XIX and the Hebrew alphabetic character Resh (pronounced: RAYSH). Interestingly, in the Book of Psalms, or Sefer Tehillim (T-HEE-LEEM), the sun figures more prominently in one psalm, or tehillah (T-HEE-LA), than in any of the others. And in what psalm is that? You guessed it. The 19th !

Tehillah / Psalm 19: 5-7 says of the sun:

The Divine placed in the heavens a tent for the sun, who is like a groom coming forth from the chamber, like a hero, eager to run his course. His rising-place is at one end of heaven, and his circuit reaches the other. Nothing escapes his heat.

Astonishingly, the Hebrew alphabetic character, Resh, long used to designate The Sun, the 19th Tarot, appears 19 times in the 19th Tehillah / Psalm. Depending on the type of deck and / or the cartomancer (card interpreter), The Sun means different things. According to the British occultist S.L. MacGregor Mathers (1854-1918), upright the card signifies happiness, contentment, and joy, and reversed it signifies these states but to a minor degree.

Worse Than Trailer Park Trash?
If the American middle class (which, economically speaking, is closer to the lower than to the upper class) views those who live in mobile homes as trailer park trash, how does the 1% view them, indeed, the remaining 99%?

12 June 2013


Sri Chinmoy Lives!
Months ago, I began reading The Divine Hero by Sri Chinmoy (1931-2007), which spoke to me on many levels. Upon finishing it, I ordered other books by this well-known spiritual master. Right now, I am reading his Meditation: Man-Perfection in God-Satisfaction, and I am engaging in morning breath meditation, due in part to him, for the first time in more than twenty years. While meditating this morning, the image of my keys flashed before me; the keys to both home and office were glistening. Two hours later, while sitting on the 2 Train, I came across this passage in Sri Chinmoy's Meditation:

Question: Is it really necessary to seek help when we are suffering from mental problems? Can’t we just meditate by ourselves and find the answer?

Answer: Suppose you say, “I am suffering from certain mental difficulties, but I know the answer is inside. Now it is all night, but I feel that there is light inside my heart.” This is what you feel, but you find it difficult to go deep within and discover the light. Then you have to go to someone who can bring to the fore the light that you have within you. It is as if you have misplaced the key to your own house and don’t know how to open the door. But a friend of yours comes with a light and helps you look for the key. After you find it with his help, you open the door and then he goes away. If you are ready to search in the dark for the key that you have lost, then you can try. But if you have a friend who has a light, then you can have more confidence in finding the key. So the teacher is a helper, an eternal friend who helps you in your search. When he helps you find the key, he won’t keep it. He won’t say it is his key. No! It is your key, your house, your light. Then you will enter into the house and get everything that you needed and wanted.

As I thought of myself helping clients find their keys, keys to doors leading to their highest selves, I was filled with deep gratitude!

21 May 2013

From Normal Consciousness to Spiritual Consciousness
William James (1842-1910), who taught the first psychology course in the United States, wrote, “Normal Consciousness is just one point on the spectrum of reality, and there are many, many more.” This truth leads us to others: Normal consciousness is physical consciousness; physicality (materiality) “is just one point on the spectrum of reality, and there are many, many more;” and believing we have only five physical senses keeps us mired in the physical.

James’s words invite us to move beyond the physical into the spiritual, to open ourselves to our spiritual consciousness and senses. Those in helping professions and those whom they serve would benefit from accepting the truth that James offers. In the context of psychotherapy, for example, a client wrestling with addiction will make bigger and faster gains if the psychotherapist taps his or her own spiritual consciousness to help the client understand and eventually stop the addictive behavior.

Spiritual consciousness, by the way, pervades the path of Twelve-Step Recovery. The First Step focuses on powerlessness and the Twelfth Step on spiritual awakening. The psychotherapist whose consciousness is more expansive than so-called normal consciousness can facilitate a client’s traveling the spiritual path of Twelve-Step Recovery by providing him or her with the spiritual means to do so.

11 April 2013

Using Psalms to Open the Chakras
Jewish texts, particularly the Torah, can be viewed through various lenses. The Hebrew word pardes, pronounced PAR-DAYS, which means orchard, is an acronym for P-SHAT, RE-MEZ, D-RASH, and SOD, the four primary lenses through which a text can be viewed. P-SHAT refers to the lens through which ones sees the clear meaning, RE-MEZ to the lens through which one sees the symbolic meaning, D-RASH to the lens through which one sees the comparative meaning (derived by comparing the text to others), and SOD to the lens through which one sees the mystical meaning.

The Book of Psalms, SAY-FER  T-HEE-LEEM, is filled with secrets, hidden secrets. Through the lens of SOD, however, some of the concealed can be revealed. Take, for example, Psalm 24:7-10:  

O gates, lift up your heads! Up high, you everlasting doors, so the King of glory may come in! Who is the King of glory?—the Lord, mighty and valiant, the Lord, valiant in battle. O gates, lift up your heads! Lift them up, you everlasting doors, so the King of glory may come in! Who is the King of glory?—the Lord of hosts, He is the King of glory! Selah.

“Gates” or “doors” are points of energy within the individual soul, which correspond directly to concentrations of energy in and around the human body. Known in Buddhism and Hinduism as chakras, they are often referred to as gates or doors. Opening them, particularly the Third Eye Chakra, located between the eyebrows, facilitates the flow of energy and the expansion of consciousness, which is brought on by the expansion of the Divine within, that is, the Drop of Light within. The “King of glory” is that Drop of Divine light, aware of the Ocean of Light from which it came and the right course of action to take even in the most difficult of circumstances such as a battle.

Let’s take a closer look at Psalm 24:7, which reads:

O gates, lift up your heads! Up high, you everlasting doors, so the King of glory may come in!

The Hebrew version contains nine words, corresponding to the nine chakras, though some say less, some say more: The Root Chakra (Muladhara), the Sacral Chakra (Svadhisthana), the Solar Plexus Chakra (Manipura), the Heart Chakra (Anahata), the Throat Chakra (Visudha), the Third Eye Chakra (Ajna), the Crown Chakra (Sahasrara), the Soul Chakra (Vyapini), and the Spirit Chakra (Vyomanga). Reading from left to right, the Hebrew, even the first two words, can function as a powerful mantra to ease open the chakras.

SU (Lift up)  SH-A-REEM (O gates)  RA-SHAY-CHEM (your heads)!

V-HEE-NA-S-U (Up high)  PEET-CHAY  O-LAM (you everlasting doors so) 

V-YE-VO (may come in)  ME-LECH (the King)  HA-CA-VOD (of Glory)!

05 March 2013


Fasting: In the World but Not of the World
I recently completed another seven-day fast, which consisted of water, black tea with fat-free powdered milk, and gummy multivitamins. One morning, while dashing to the subway, I came to the realization that as a result of the fasting I was more in the world and less of the world, which I found to be exhilarating and preferable to my normal, everyday reality. It was an easier and far more enjoyable fast than the previous, which brought an unexpected gift. I noticed that I could express myself confidently and succinctly without effort, which, sadly, dissipated after I broke the fast. To be repeated.

21 February 2013

Eunuchs: Heroes of Purim
Each year, we gather to celebrate Purim because, simply put, “The king loved Esther more than all the other women, and she won his grace and favor more than all the virgins” (Esther 2:17). And as a result, as we all know, Esther became queen and saved the Jewish people, saved our spiritual ancestors, from destruction.

But what if I said that we gather to celebrate because of a eunuch, a eunuch named Haggai (HAY-GUY)? What if I said that the intervention of this eunuch and others saved the Jewish people, saved our spiritual ancestors, from destruction?

Let’s take a closer look at Megillat Esther, the Scroll of Esther.  According to the text, Esther, a young virgin, shapely and beautiful, entered what was essentially a beauty contest. She, along with all the other beauties, were assembled “in the harem under the supervision of Haggai, the king’s eunuch, guardian of the women” (2:3).

The text goes on to tell us that Esther pleased Haggai and won his favor, “He hastened to furnish her with her cosmetics and her rations … and he treated her … with special kindness” (2:9). 

He treated her with special kindness.

The eunuch Haggai gave Esther a leg up, an advantage, helping her to win the contest, if you will, to become queen.

He personally supervised Esther’s year-long beauty treatments; “She did not ask for anything but what Haggai, the king’s eunuch, guardian of the women, advised” (2:15).

Can’t you hear Haggai saying to Esther:

“Leave everything to me, and you will win that contest. First you’ll need a Cool Jade Stone Facial, which is a refreshing and luxurious deluxe treatment that incorporates facial massage with chilled precious jade stones, cucumber and green tea extracts, lactic peel, and a soothing Collagen masque.”

And after the facial, Esther, my dear, I will personally give you a Lavender Luminescence Massage, just in time to ward off the winter woes.  This luxurious treatment includes a personal, stress-soothing, aromatherapeutic lavender candle, which, when lit, will create a warm vitamin-enriched oil to nourish your dry skin during a relaxing individually customized massage, excellent for cold tense muscles. What's more, the lavender candle is brand new, and yours to keep and reuse in the comfort of your future palace.

And after the massage comes the Shimmering Body Glow. This Caramel & Shea Butter Summer glow exfoliation and self tanner is ideal for the instant look of summer, sun kissed skin, without damaging sun exposure.  It’s followed by an even, head-to-toe application of a fabulous self-tanner to jump start your bronze body. The result is soft, hydrated, radiant skin with your perfect shade of golden glow.”

And we all know what happened, Esther glowed and emerged as queen. 

These three beauty treatments, if you are interested, were taken word for word from the webpage of a spa right here in New York City.

Haggai, by the way, is one of thirteen eunuchs mentioned by name in the Scroll of Esther. Before we go on, a little bit about eunuchs, no pun intended. A eunuch in Haggai’s position, charged with guarding the harem, was typically castrated before puberty. He may have been Persian, actually choosing this path, realizing that he was different from most men, or he may have been a foreigner, taken captive as a boy during war and enslaved for the purpose of becoming a eunuch.

The eunuch Haggai came through for Esther, but he wasn’t the only one.

Eunuchs are the first to tell Esther that Mordecai is wearing sackcloth, mourning the genocide looming overhead (4:4). 

The eunuch Hatach (HA-TACH), one of Esther’s personal servants, carries strategic messages back and forth between Esther and Mordecai, as the two of them hammer out a plan to rescue the Jewish people (4:5-17). 

Through this eunuch, Hatach, Esther says to Mordecai, “Go, assemble all the Jews who live in Shushan, and fast in my behalf” (4:16). This fast was very important; it allowed Esther to harness particular spiritual energies to protect herself as she carried out her mission before the king.

Eunuchs escort Haman to Esther’s banquet.

At that banquet, things go from bad to worse for Haman, thanks to a eunuch. The text tells us that the eunuch Harvonah
(CHAHR-VOHNAH) steps forward and says to the king, “A stake is standing at Haman’s house, fifty cubits high, which Haman made for Mordecai” (7:9). Can’t you just imagine Harvonah looking at Haman, after this, and saying, “Oops”? And we all know what happens; Haman is impaled on that very stake.

So then, a eunuch gives Esther special beauty treatments, enabling her to emerge as queen; a eunuch carries messages between Esther and Mordecai, allowing the two to create a rescue plan for the Jewish people; and a eunuch offers voluntary testimony to the king that seals the fate of the evil Haman, once and for all.

What I find significant is that the Divine, El Elyon, the Most High, who is the director of the original Purim play, uses a sexual minority to rescue a religious minority from destruction.  The Holy Oneness of Israel, it seems, is content to use these effeminate men, with high voices, who are dressed as women, to help a woman, who is herself subordinate—she is in the harem after all—to save an entire people.

The story of Purim is a blueprint for the survival of the Jewish people. Then, as now, we Jews are a religious minority, and we are wise to keep reaching out to other minorities, to other historically oppressed groups. Entering into friendship and forming alliances with those who are different will help us hang on to what makes us different, which is the best guarantee for our survival.

Purim Sameach! Happy Purim!

And in the words that started it all,

“V-NA-TON   TAM-RU-KEE-HEN,” “Let the beauty treatments begin!”